hot PINK. bright PINK. soft PINK.

typical blond.

2011-12-30T06:01:00.002+08:00

typical blond.

2011-12-30T05:59:00.001+08:00

thanks for the swiss thins! i'm so glad to be where i am now.

2011-12-30T05:57:00.004+08:00

A kit for heartbroken girls out there.

1.sara evans- my heart cant tell you no.
2.the band perry- you lie.
3.kleenex
4.christina perri- a jar of hearts.
5.best friend.
6.mother's lap.
7.books.
8.rubbish bin-dump all the stuff he gave you.
9.twitter's @thenotebook

2011-12-06T02:23:00.001+08:00

oooo.
After numerous researchings,
Her disappearance of eyebrows are due to uncountable touch ups, hence the fade of the eyebrows.
More to come,
more to come.

Madonna.

2011-12-06T00:48:00.001+08:00

I hereby declare her as the definition of ambiguity.
La Gioconda made me stare at Mona Lisa for half an hour.
I couldnt figure out what are her thoughts,
or what made her lips curl.
Her non existent eye brows,
are hardly noticed thanks to her protruding eye bones and flat forehead.
well, that was the only fact i concluded after staring at every inch of the picture.
Leonardo Da Vinci's four year efforts,
are highly valued, thanks to his genius touch on the tone of the picture.
It tells of a sheltered, warm lady, smiling.
But the reasons are absolutely hidden.
Perhaps, it was a secret message to,
maybe someone he loved.
maybe, Lisa Gherardini herself.
A classic inside joke.
What i know is that,
Leonardo did a right choice by continuing this piece of art.
Pure, genius.

2011-12-06T00:42:00.001+08:00

Do not treat this as ad materials.
Do not stereotype it and glide your attention to other wanted items.
Because if you continue doing so,
You will not get your wanted items in future, anymore.
Take a minute out of the 1440 minutes you have in a day,
to read this article.
Speed readers,
maybe a quarter or minute.
Thank you.
Click

here <3

2011-12-06T00:29:00.001+08:00

Ohmygod.

A little discovery of mine.

Her eyes will follow you as you move around.

Believe it or not?

Try looking at her eyes and move.

2011-11-30T18:04:00.002+08:00

The only food game, I've discovered (besides interesting and not commercialised) playable without paying money to get mini bucks to survive.

When am I gonna get jailbreak):
I'm tired of lites!

2011-11-30T17:46:00.004+08:00

My little boy!
Milafu, cow cow :D

Next on my wish list.

2011-11-29T03:48:00.000+08:00

A white lamborghini, with the black top

Apologies for my reference terms, im not really a car fan.

And my prada clutch I can't seem to find on google ._. Sighs. How I miss that touch of velvet material and the golden sling.
But the price, is horror.

Well, this are just nonetheless, dreams, I would never wish to fulfill.
It's a sin, indeed, to own this two objects.

2011-11-29T03:36:00.002+08:00

A star call henry
Roddy doyle

As usual, I flipped around the first few pages before prologue to check out what the times, newspaper all over the world said about this book.

'Doyle brings his products to a higher level. With his knack of poetry in his language, he keeps readers turning page after page'

And true to the remarks.
Doyle was certainly one who knows how to make use of words. And his products are beautiful. The phrases. How he toyed with the words, producing poems out of this stunning novel.
I would say.
It's a stellar.
And, I've just read the first few pages. Could you imagine what more could he bring me?

Hahs.

'this book will most likely cause workers to call in sick the next day due to the late night reads, and suspense' - adapted from remarks, on andromeda strain.

I'll be down with a flu, when mom knocks my door tomorrow.

2011-11-29T03:07:00.001+08:00

This a rewritten version, by the author herself, Frances Hodgson Burnett, for she has disincluded a few interesting characters, only with realizations after she completed a play version about the little princess.
It is, indeed the most remarkable piece of work about a princess, after indulging myself into plenty and plenty of princess story, as this story tells a stor

y of a true princess, not literally, but a true princess in her heart.
I am a lover of fairy tales, and Sara Crewe is a unique princess after the plentiful cliche ones I read about. Her heart, is full of goodness, and extreme purity. A reason of me defining her as princess even though she is not related to any royalty, is because she is one, her heart and action tells that she is one.
A true princess remains her dignity and princess identity, regardless Of her conditions.
In this story, Sara Crewe remained a strong princess, even after her dad died, and left her with nothing, her silks instantly turned into rags.
I salute Sara Crewe, and her queer manner will always amuse me, at my darkest nights, being my favorite bedtime story.

2011-11-29T02:56:00.000+08:00

The secret princess
The replacement girlfriend
Shopaholic series

These are stories originating from fairyland. I devour them, to attend to my hunger for fantasy.
At the age of sixteen, this books officially are my bedtime stories, and may god, please please make some chapters in those books come true, as essence that will cheer me up in life.
I am at the edge of falling into teenage misery.
Piack.
There goes the slap on my face, for ever moaning, about my already perfect life.
But still, if some of them comes true,

W. o. W.

OUTRAGEOUS. but yeah.

2011-05-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

I shouldnt be sitting down and writing a blog post now that so many things are still undone, and there are still 170+ ming ju jing huas to memorize.
But i just want to thank god for calming myself every time peril happens.
Thank you:)

THE RAINDROPS.

2011-05-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

you'll be mine forever if you were meant to be.

2011-05-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

You know just the

right thing,

at the right time,

to make me GO GAGA:)

HEEHEEEHEE.

EU MAKEE MI :)

2011-05-14T18:05:00.000+08:00

2011-05-14T18:02:00.002+08:00

YOU BRING ME BLISS B)

bratha heeehee.

:D

2011-03-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Kerja keluar was awesomee . let's hope i wont have pains in my back , arms , and legs tom .

late nights .

2011-03-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

tired as i am , i'm still awake .

for you .

MUNNNNN . :)

2011-03-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

KLMUN 2010

HELPMUN

SGMUN 2010

KLMUN 2011

Question of abolishing racial profiling as a factor in law enforcement and international security
Question of setting up international minimum standards to be met by detention centres and prison
Question of expanding legal recognition and governmental action of people's right to water and sanitation in developing nations

yes yes . researching starts :)

awesome peepz .

2011-03-21T15:16:00.002+08:00

we had fun in the acid rain and on the mad staircase . xx .

unknown .

2011-03-21T01:17:00.002+08:00

you'll know one day .

good night .

silly bands are just too preetay .

2011-03-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

i'm just too addicted with roses . xx <3

i miss this .

2011-03-20T20:19:00.001+08:00

craziness with em .

2011-03-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

and i did not fell . i flipped (;

iloveyoutwotoplutoandback<3

and and thankyouuuu :')

2011-03-19T04:02:00.000+08:00

sexy rose !

2011-03-19T03:58:00.001+08:00

another performance over ;'( i miss camp and everybody already . see you guys in june <3 xx ;')

i'll still be loyal to you . no matter what .

2011-03-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

2011-03-13T17:43:00.002+08:00

LAFAUSTPAVANE

POURUNEINFANT

EDEFUNTELESSY

LPHIDESPANUFNI

KDEBUSSYLAMER

AWESOMENESS

:) <3

cant wait to see domojojo manda drea kent chek aaron joela kittie becks gabs sush axel craig jon ben joel and all precious peeps coming to watch :) josh!?! you're so not counted ;p

it'd be on the stage,

craziness at gabs plc,

sunway ze next day,

and ze moon fr 6-10;p

maybe jammin on sun.

March hols is wonderful:')

it makes me smile everyday .

2011-03-06T13:26:00.001+08:00

Thank you for the pinkness on the table .

so thoughtful ! :)

it's plastic wrapped now so the rain wont kill it .

thank youu <3

2011-03-06T12:53:00.005+08:00

pink roses ! thank you :)

number four is awesome. especially alex pakistan haha . thank youuuu :)

sorry . 40 minutes . :') thank youuuu ! made my day :)

all the way

twice

to klpac :) thank youuu <3

every chocolate wrapper speaks for itself :)

cremona? good luck making violins :)

you're not even here . i dono how you did it . it reached right at my day . thank youuu :)

i appreciate your contributions <3 :') thank youuu and i'll never forget everything you did for me .

fruitful day.

2011-02-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

bluetooth signal fail. pictures tom. xx

2011-02-10T23:20:00.002+08:00

My pinkie <3

2011-02-10T23:17:00.002+08:00

sang meen tom yam (Y)

SOMANYMOREDAYS.

2011-02-04T00:42:00.002+08:00

mama Lam's BIG NOs.

2011-02-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

Pweetier and pweetier.

2011-02-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

Annual meet-ups with you are awesome :)

love you 8)

complete collection!

2011-02-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

bought this :p

there was two pages dented but it was the last and nobody wud wan it if i don get it. D8

010211

2011-02-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

gosh. miss this two hot babes.

doorknob memories :')

Transition from the v to the d.

2010-10-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

Over.
With her.
Her luxurious life and not appreciating the nice side and continues grumbling about her life.

Next on the list,
another one before i return to my classic penguin books,
David Beckham's biography.

loves.

HUUUUUUUUNGRY.

2010-10-20T08:51:00.001+08:00

My hunger was *quench* by an afternoon out with ~~mer~~ E and mun to Italianese. THE PORTION WAS GIGANTIC. We shared a set and still fill too full to tuck in any ice cream after that. :D

Walk back to school after that and end up playing a MINIATURE version of SPEED. :p

Thanks to the creation of MERLAM. hehehehe.

Mom pick me and drop mer home. We went to old house to pick up some stuff and i end up lazing in the car reading bout victoria beckham.

She really is having practically everything and still not appreciating it.

her choice of life i guess.

She isn't as snobbish as the press says she is lahh.

-.-

I'm off to my next article. :D ciaooooo.

BTW. I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH POPPY AND BUNNYYYYY!

They're my dogs. Dont make your thoughts conquer the truth :p

BOO! morning.

2010-10-17T09:45:00.003+08:00

Bonjour peeps!

Pluck was AWESOME YEST. HOW DID HE BURN HIS VIOLIN :O

We asked him during the autograph session but all he did was shake his head.

sighh.

HAHAH. uk flag. HAHAH.

okay. umm. inside joke. hehe.

click here to get your tickets (;

Bye peeeps.

An idea to let yourself snooze peacefully, use claro de luna, debussy as your alarm ringtone.

2010-10-14T19:43:00.000+08:00

JUST CAME HOMEEEE.
thought that post pmr days were gona be freee but turns out it wasnt ;p
though there's so much stuff for me to complete but i just feel so relaxx. :D and i love this feeling heheheeee.
HOW LONG I HAVE LONGED FOR THIS :p
for this niceeee feeling.

Went to interview jenvine ong, aliza elizabeth and wilson tan today. refreshing experience :D
back to my articleeee.

GAHHHHH.

2010-10-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

It's been LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG since i've keyed in the username column and the password to create a new post in my blog.
Time flies.
Pmr's in TWO DAYS.

I feel so jazzy-ish.

2010-06-17T03:22:00.000+08:00

Bombastically awesome.

Randy Brecker drew me an extra large trumpet while signing the program book :D

I was back from my kuantan trip on tues. My trip was fun and all, but i was rushing for my newspaper post practically all the time. The beautiful views were wasted, due to the extremely short deadline i had to face. I called up nearly the whole list of niexter writers to get my articles for the coming issue, and my voice nearly sound hoarse after that. As my brothers and my family friends swam, played and sunbathe at the beautiful beach, i sat in the hotel room, rushing people for articles, editing them, then sending it for editorial purposes. The rush, the sacrifice, the time. It was all worth it. :)

Monday evening, 5pm, (wearing my swimsuit under a sweater) i managed to get all the articles sent thru the Hyatt Public Wifi in their award-winning bistro which serves exquisite Italian cuisine, and has an open kitchen, decorated with terracotta tiles and rattan furniture. Alas, it was time for me to enjoy.

Grabbing a towel provided, i jumped into the pool, which is 2.1 m and swam my heart out.

Well at least i did have 45 minutes of fun.

And out i came. Wrapping myself in a towel immediately, then bathe for dinner.

My holiday kuantan trip, was somewhat like a business trip. :/

My eyelids are heavy!! photo uploads tomorrow :)

Loves.

Good morning!

2010-06-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

Yes i woke up earlier this morning. but what i did was switch on my lappie straightaway :D
And now. I am gona take a bath, then head out for Klpac rehearsals, my kuantan trip afterwards.

Cheezles!

I love this!

2010-06-13T12:47:00.000+08:00

Hey! That's my PINK ball.

It can change into all kinds of shapes cos it is filled with expanded polystyrene beads.

It has a chubby face that makes me think of the person who bought it for me. :D

It keeps me from Uncle Freddie and nightmare.

I hug it to sleep :D

IT's PINK :D :D

2010-06-13T02:20:00.000+08:00

Today is the eighth day of my holiday.

I just came back from the student's appreciation night and finally it's time for my feet to escape from the 3 inches heels.

It was fun mc-ing, and performing, tho i have no time at all to grab one of those yummy looking desserts i saw.

I did manage to join for some yam sengs and it was great fun :D

My legs are sore red from running around the hall and changing shedules, welcoming all the performers one by one up the stage, giving out emergency speeches, preparing two birthday surprises, plus my violin performance and all.

I enjoyed it tho. :P

Blastful night!

Unavoidable.

2010-05-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

People do change.

All you can do is sit there and watch them drop in to the hole.

Deeper and deeper.

Deep into the dark and ugly side.

Cos they don listen when you try to help.

Pretty bad when you're hurting yourself, y'know.

Not eco-friendly.

2010-05-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

My sejarah project wasted 50 papers, sacrificing the green.

Heart-aching.

Fret not trees.

Protection will be implemented once i have the power to do so. :)

Lovies.

Ulcer spoiled my day.

2010-05-20T22:31:00.001+08:00

OUCH.

I have a big big ulcer in my mouth.

It hurts terribly when i laugh.

It hurts worse when it brushes against my braces.

I haven't started nerding.

Doomed again.

A dream shattered.

2010-05-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

I didnt get to go for the competition in korea.

Daddie said no cos he doesnt want me to overwork myself.

Its a painful decision.

Do you know how much i want to go?

dreams.

shattered.

thanks to busy me.

24 hours per day is never enough for me to complete my endless tasks.

2010-05-18T18:16:00.000+08:00

Mountains of homeworks stack on my table day by day. Exams are coming soon, and all my precious time are spent on homework everyday. Time doesn't even allow me to do my revision. My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier everyday. Probably its because i don't have sufficient sleep everyday, and i do not take afternoon nappies.

I do love my life. But sometimes i do really get exhausted. :/

By the way, these was us prefect, singing Kau Ilhamku and You raise me up for teacher's day. Something went wrong with the You raise me up CD, but other than that, we did fine :)

I am still worrying about my coming issue. The writer's aren't sending in their articles as they promised.

The deadline is coming soon.

I am doomed.

a one minute midnight-dream.

2010-05-17T01:30:00.002+08:00

Its already past midnight.

I am in my room, alone, despite the companion of my stack of homework, books, my violin and it's stand, and the laptop in front of me.

Such a quiet and peaceful night. Yet i have to return to the buzz of my busy life tomorrow. I wish i am a bird, flying freely, not worrying at all to complete the list of never ending task, duties and work.

How i wish.

Well, enough of daydreaming LAM XIN NING!

go back to your sejarah project!!! :@
erm. well not daydreaming but *midnight-dream* actually.

Sigh.

Buh bye dreamland :)

I'm just like a worn out machine, plugged in with new batteries.

2010-05-16T06:31:00.005+08:00

I had a new boost in life this afternoon.

Mommie said some stuff, that triggers the little lock in my mind, and made me understand world in a new perspective (:

With that, she gave me a great refreshing boost in my heart, to continue my life.

And yes. i agree. i should NOT overwork myself. thank you mommie :)

perhaps this is where i get the initiative to clean up my bedroom, clear all the unwanted stuff, recycle the extra papers and completed workbooks lying around, and tidy my study table. I placed all my pink stuff to a side of my table, and arranged my books to the right.

And surprisingly, i feel much more energetic and full of life right after that :D

I havent decided whether i should go for the korea piano competition coming in July. :( There'll be trial exams, mun conference, audition and rehearsals and concert then. Its taking only five days of July, but the preparation period will be LOOONG.

Should i? :O

By the way, i, (though a terribly inactive blogger user), gave my blog a whole new look.

I haven't and cant enter the full list of all my links cos its 6 FOURTY SEVEN AM IN THE MORNING.

shh. buhbye:O hope mommie doesnt realize i am still awake now. :O

2010-02-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

We went so many places .

And we didnt noe that chinese new year could be celebrated so fun and awesome-ly . :D

So well here are some products of the awesome outing . :P

toodles :P

2010-02-15T21:57:00.001+08:00

happy new year everyone :D

I'll just have to celebrate new years with boxes and boxes of tissue. :O

Sorry mother nature for wasting so many tissues to blow blow blow my nose. :P

Its been ages since i updated my blog.

and every single time i update my darling bloggie, it'll be during hols.

Many apologies to all. :O

Life is awesome!

Chinese New Year was pretty solemn this year. and i celebrated my first day of new year in one utama. -.-

Pretty ironic, but super fun.

Missed Lili . saw her that day and we had loads of camwhore fun woots :D

2010-01-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

there were vast changes in my life for the past few days.
realizations of truths that can kill.
Disappointment, regrets.
everything was too late.
Nothing could be done.
Well, At least, it left a burning scar in my mind,
hurting my delicate mind as it reminds me of reality and throwing me deep down into
nothing but a universe of stress and pressure, compressing me.
i'm still a tiny little frog in the depths of a tiny well, with a mild portion of skylight, pouring in.
that lil frog climbing with all its strength not wasting a tick of time,
and still anticipating the exploration of the ginormous world, outside that tiny little well.
Staring back at what i have gone through,
realizations hits me as i discover more and more mistakes done in my past 14 years and a month of climbing.
I still have a long way to go.
Long way.

2009-12-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

In the first time of this hols, i am sleeping at 12.36 am.

I dont know why, but its like all the tiredness are gathered up today, and finally making me drowsy enough to have the sleepy urge.

I'm back to my normal self.

Ready for school.

i didnt expect myself to recover from the nocturnal mode so easily.

Nights. :)

3 more days to go.

A 5 weeks wait.

2009-12-26T13:10:00.000+08:00

Papa taught me some bagua stuff.
And i just realized though bagua and bazi destiny analysis are only three alphabets of difference, they have the difference of the heaven and the hell.
I am starting to gain interest in them, and perhaps maybe one day, i could start analyzing one's destiny. :)
But analyze only people who truly understands the meaning of it so that they dont simply mention !@#$%^&*().
urgh.
They always just seem to get on my nerves. -_-
all i can say once again is DO NOT SPEAK OF SOMETHING YOU DONT UNDERSTAND.

2009-12-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

wee.

i am starting to realize that daily blogging isnt that hard. :)
All it is about is just blah-ing about your daily activities and ta-da!! there you go. :)

LOL.

2009-12-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

Finally, mommy dear brought us for swimming and for once in a blue moon, kept her promise. :)
it was fun, pity the pool was 120cm only. wish it was deeper. :(
i am playing monopoly with my brothers. :D
later.
:P
we took out the antique thingy that was stored in the cupboard which bores dust age of 10 years. LOL.
so fun.

2009-12-25T04:20:00.000+08:00

these are some blur pics of us ( klpac orchestra ) performing with the choir for messiah 17-20.

Blur pic 2

Blur pic 3

2009-12-25T04:17:00.001+08:00

The interview with Joey yap was really awesome. :)

I learnt so much. so much and understand the inner core of feng shui and bazi destiny analysis.

I am so gonna go for the jan 16 talk!!

thanks for kindly answering all our questions and those meaningful quotes plus the zodiac's destiny for next year. :)

and and thanks for your advice towards me!! :)

2009-12-25T04:10:00.000+08:00

Didi, Pipi, Dada, Mei Mei :D

me and GITA!! :) best maid ever. :)

me and my darling dada :D i <3 him!! :)

2009-12-25T03:50:00.000+08:00

Home sweet home, bed sweet bed. :D
Went out to celebrate christmas and turns out twasnt a pleasant affair.
We went to tony romas, our first pick, and turns out there were no more seats.
Well there are, but we've got to wait for an hour or more, and Papa's FAMISHED!! :D
so yeahh.
So we went to the street. :P
I roved through the overly crowded and got into the first restaurant i saw.
we had our late dinner there in the dark. -.-
the lightings were really. .... ya you know what i mean yeahh :)

I celebrated christmas by getting sprayed on my HAIR and meanwhile having my ears deafening by people's shriek and all. :)
Nice huh?
should have stayed at home .
i miss . .
home. :O

went for a movie after that with mua family and sat second row from the screen . :O
backache!!!
Ouch.

2009-12-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

there's gonna be a new club in school next year. :)

music club!! so please join! its not gonna be on a wed to clash with the norm activites. :)

its actually an orchestra club but due to the lack of instruments and musicians also the usual green paper problem, i guess we'll just start of with a music club. :D

Anyone can join! so as long they're bud4 school students. :)

just leave a comment at my cbox and you'll be in my list for the new and soon to be renowned club.

mesyuarat agung is gonna be held next year as usual to chose out the ajks.

as for 2010 form one students, if you guys read this blog advert, no harm putting down your name at the cbox and try out.

we offer free classes for certain instruments too.

For other enquiries, do not hesitate to write on my wall in facebook.

thanks!!!

2009-12-21T16:24:00.000+08:00

Dr jekyll and Mr hyde. the simplified version is totally (N)
after reading the classic penguin one, you'll realize that the simplified version doesnt fit to be call dr jekyll and mr hyde. same goes for phantom of the opera.
there's nothing i could do though.

2009-12-21T16:23:00.001+08:00

school is reopening. Dread is coming.
Wish me luck in my new PMR year. :O
i'm going fifteen in two months three days time.
Funky fifteen. :D cant wait..

baby come back :)

2009-12-21T16:21:00.000+08:00

there are 11 more days .
the worst thing in my life is waiting.
especially waiting for your missed ones.
but still there's nothing else i could do.
Just wait and wait and wait.

2009-12-21T16:19:00.001+08:00

2009's hols have the worst ups and worst downs in my entire 14 year of life.
and its just about to end not the way i want it to be.
How could this happen?
sometimes, desire doesnt brings you result.

2009-12-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

one who creates and destroy happiness sins more than one who does not create happiness.
the worst is still when one does something that causes herself to smile in bliss but only sadness to more people.
Wrong, selfish decisions are the factors to this issue.

2009-12-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

OhMyGosh.

Sweat was dripping all over my face, my cheeks red as betroot as the cause of heat. As i look at my surroundings, i was utterly surprised to find there were no lavas around me, and all the creepy lauging faces has disappeared into thin hair.

Consciousness hits my wondering mind, sending an electrical message into my brain.

It was just another nightmar-ish dream. URgh. In my brief two hours sleep.

I have no idea how am i gonna switch my nocturnal mode to norm. I guess i'll just have to wish my biological clock good luck!!

A glance at my calendar entry today gave me shivers as i had a flash back of terrifying two hours dream.

I was tied on all limbs with four nails and thick rafia string onto the borderline of hell.
They call it the revenging wall.

below me a fire burnt vicously, spitting out all the sparks, and burning my feet as i shriek.

my school principal was propping in more and more coals for the fire, meanwhile shouting:

Where is my report and the whole list of music club members for 2010?
Where is my report! I want it in a two minutes time. How dare you shout? You're supposed to say out the list of music club members!

Next came my piano teacher, flying towards my ear squeaking so loudly that i could feel my eardrums tremble in fear.

I asked you to practice all 48 prelude and fugues in a week time. Where is my homework? And all chopin's etudes and ballades. Why must you always keep me waiting? WHERE IS IT?!

Subsequently followed by my violin teacher, creeping up to me and say.

Tomorrow's your atcl exam. where are all the pieces and the program book? I CANT WAIT ANYMORE.

Following up, came my prefect camp head, shouting for my notes and paperwork .

Then came the conductor of both orchestras i participate, chanting PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE IN MY EARS.

MOMMY shouting in my ear, STOP READING BOOKS STOP READING BOOKS STOP READING BOOKS. ALWAYS DO more IMPORTANT things FIRST.

My cheif editor SCREAMING FOR ARTICLES.

As all this remarks enter my halfway bursting mind, i realize i felt so light.
as I stared down, only did i discover, that both of my legs have disappear due to the ginormous burning fire below me thanks to my principal, and blood is pouring like rain out of my stomache.

That was when i woke up.

2009-11-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

fate.
in life, everything resolves around fate.
who are we supposed to meet,
what are we supposed to do,
what are we made to be,
how are we gonna leave.

whoever we met in this life,
were surely people we met before in our previous life.
perhaps our friends,
our siblings,
our parents,
or our life partner,
all coming back to our world to meet us and complete unfinished tasks from their past life.

Karma.

all these seems to make you think that i am superstitious.
let your mind run wild then.
cos i cant be criticise of something that i'm not.
:)

life is planned.
we only come back to this earthy place, to carry out and complete our life duty, planned by god, according to our past life mistakes and happenings.
which we never know.

Reality:
results are out.
no . 5 .
not bad,
counting that i have numerous rehearsal plus concerts right before and during exams.
was hoping for better though.

off.

2009-10-24T18:22:00.000+08:00

SMK NOCTURNAL.

Haha.

Twinnie said that i turn day into night and turn night into day.

Which is UTTERLY true :D

Being a night person just makes my day!!

Staying up and cozying myself at night often made me feel peace, and the true serenity of life.

After the whole day full of terribly exausting activities and STRESS, i finally get to relax myself.

And i do really hate mornings.

Waking up especially.

Waking up to a whole day of mystery and stress.

Waking up to a whole day of tiredness.

Waking up to complete a list of undone stuff.

Finals are coming.

No time for me to "nerd".

Sigh.

If only i can have 48 hours per day.

And and ...

My dear thoughtful sis completed my jigsaw puzzle.

SMK NOCTURNAL!!!

behold the first school for late sleepers, and NOCTURNALS!!

INTERESTED?

open for registration now!

HAHA.

byeeeee.

2009-10-21T16:04:00.000+08:00

Sick.

Exhausted.

The horrifyingly amount of activities i have, and the lack of sleep these days finally swallowed me into the doom of sickness.

When i am actually allowed to retire to my bed to sleep, nightmares would surely dawn me. Nightmares of unspeakable terrifying moments in my past.

I do really wish i don't need to sleep.

And well, yeah. I tried numerous efforts to make myself stay awake, but the heavy weight of tiredness pulls my eyelids down. down. down.

If i were to have a wish now, my wish would be none other than an hour of peaceful sleep and rest.

Turning this wish to a reality would only result with a collapse in my daily timetable, and a delay in every activity subsequently.

Helpless.

2009-10-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

Bored. :C

Wee. Can't wait for pmr to be over ....

The first half of war is over. Now, everyone would just have to await for the climax of the nightmare to come soon.

26th of October 2009.

The legendary day. The horrifying day.

So not looking forward to it.

BTW, good luck to PMR CANDIDATES!! :DDDDD

WEE. and and ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN RUAN MUMMY :D

HAppy birthday to you, zhen ruan is zohan, zohan is my mummy, happy birthday zohan!!

LOL. CAnt wait to see you tomorrow :D

2009-09-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hello there! ;D

Its been approximately eleven days four hours and twenty seven minutes twelve seconds ago since i last updated my blog.

Funny how life seems to make time swish away so quickly, sweeping away all the memories and beautiful moments you had in life.

Well not all moments of life are beautiful.

Finals are coming.

I have so many things to attend to.

Juggling activites aren't as fun as it sounds.

It makes me terribly weary.

Gosh. I'd better sign off now.

Night!!

2009-09-04T21:28:00.000+08:00

Me and Su Jane.
So many beautiful scout memories including some ************* memories flooded back my mind.
Especially one particularly embarass thing ever in my life. THanks for saving me SU JANE!!!!! OMG. I am hot girl. I know how to split.
Sweet Memories in scout. Miss you all.

2009-09-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

WEE><

Happy Birthday SZE PHING!!! ;PPP

May you have the best wishes BFF!! ;PP

Happy Birthday tO YOng Quan!! ;PP

2009-09-04T20:30:00.001+08:00

My brother and my favourite cup. ;P

2009-09-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

This is my design for the school's prefect badge. =) Please give feedbacks. ;P Thanks loads!!

2009-09-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life is hard to live.
There are so many sides to take care of. And there are so many promises which you dunu which is real and fake.
Sometimes, one really gets exausted with life and would rather die.
Sometimes, one would just be happy cause it( he or she lol) just believes a lie someone told her.
Truths are largely saddening at first, but beautiful after you truly understand and believes it.
Lies are PRetty in the beginning but always Terribly Disappointing and bitter at the end.
So the point is just don't trust anyone.
That's the way of life.

Signing off.

XOXOXN.

2009-08-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

"BANGUN BANGUN BANGUN!! "
my maid's shrilly voice rang through my ears as another day started.
Wrapping myself with a clean towel, i waded to my basin top to put on my clothes. Just as i was combing through my fringe carelessly, my phone rings.

lala.. i picked my way to my room and snatch my phone before Justin Timberlake manage to finish the verses of DEAD AND GONE. LOL.

"wei, xin ning ni zhi dao yao ji dian lai xue xiao ma?"
"jiu dian ma, bu shi meh? "
"ni tou la ni, ba dian jiu yao dao liao la. wo men xian zai hang dao yi ban. kuai dian la ni."
"oh shoot. omg. okay bye. "

Translation for bananas and other respectives bangsas,

Shut up and come to school now you are late!!

wakakakaka!! a bad upset for a starting of the day. sigh. I really got to get things organized!!!!!!!!!!

SO i reached school and start hanging flags. LALALALA>< FINALEYY... we finished hanging all the RESPECTIVE flags and then ciao home.

At least i thought it was home.

But then mama said she've got to pick up some stuff in the TTDI pasar so i went with her. xP had a great time reading my new honey bookie TWenties Girls. Caressing the pages softly i continued reading.

follooooowing up.. went to midvalley ( the cute little drum building ) with my FRIEND and had an awesome time there. xP ( Further details are private and confidential. )

Random fact of the day: I love dead and gone Justin Timberlake so so so mucH!!

XOXOXN

2009-08-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

Enjoying the serenity of zero stressness, i sipped my caramel hot chocolate, eating my delicious and elegant sandwiches, jazzy music filling in my ears. Closing my eyes and enjoying this moment peacefully, i was then disturb by a stupid trigger thought in my mind.

SIgh.

Opening my eyes abruptly, i focused my nerves on the new thought in my mind. WHere is HUEY!!!!!?!?! HOW ARE YOU in your camp? Gosh. sigh. Hope you enjoy your time in the camp and hope your SOMEONE is not annoying. ;P hehe. Neways, will be watching your performance on saturday. WEEEEE!!! I can't wait for it o!! ;)

Signing off.

2009-08-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

Stress soon flew off my slumped shoulders as i walked out of the music school in Taman Megah.
Clambering up my mum's car with my armful of Brahms, Beethoven, Haydn, Poulenc, and Chopin, i plopped on the tiny myvi seat and shut my eyes in a blip.

Mum was blabbering about bringing me to Lorong Seratus Tahun. The exausted me just "HMM. MMM. "
Travelling in the car for some what ten minutes.

As i slopped down the curry mee with its awesome chilli, that looks bloody red, my wholeself was lit almost at once. After a few mouths, my stomach seem to give up storing the curry mee, and forced me to push away the bowl and start sipping my barley lime instead.

Mum finished her asam laksa before i was even done.

We did our usual "2nd order- swiss rolls" and sat waiting and stoning.
Seconds later, the swiss roll reached.
I'm was halfway swallowing my third swiss roll, when something made me choked on to my roll.

Grabbing the Barley and getting a few gulps, i still can't believe who i saw.

He is no hot guy, nor cute or handsome, but he certainly reignites my younger age memories.

Those years in cosmotots, those years of writing and writing till my left palm turns red and black smeared with the lead ink. ( Cause I'm lefthander. LOL)

Those years, sitting in the warm cozy room having nice meetings and getting a brief on what assignments we had that day and those classical musics we were exposed to.

Those classic penguin books ( i particularly remember this as the penguin logo is so so so cute and adorable. LOL. ) that we were assigned to read, then give our thoughts on, and choose our favourite characters.

Those times i stretched my long arms out so high, so that the mentors would choose me to answer the questions.

Those time that we were given chance to act out a totally awesome script.

Those christmas celebration times, where everyone gets a book as presents instead of meaningless clothes and some useless decorative items.

Those time we gathered and sing carols and reciting the owl and the pussy cat poem.

Those times, were the golden nuggets of my life.

All this memories, flash back into my mind, faster than lightning, and all of a sudden, my tired, dull, moody face breaks into a wide large smile.

Yes.

Oh YES.

I saw Sir.

2009-08-20T16:31:00.000+08:00

Wee.

I am ultra super bored.

Because basically i dunnoe wad to write here.

But for the sake of HUEY, i am crapping here.

My crap will begin here:

Lam Xin Ning is playing pieces that she loathes. THREE pieces that she totally hates, but is trying to like it so that she has the heart to practice. She manages to finish one, but her mind soon floats off and came to her laptop.

Bla bla bla.

In school today, Lam Xin Ning was hearing about the new chapter Mr PEK is teaching us about "transformation". She manages to stay awake the whole lesson, and only with just one time accidentally dozing off. Other than that, she was absolutely awake.

Lam Xin Ning is watching UP tonight. And that tiny guy is super super cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am chatting with Xin Li. LOL.

I am listening to Itzhak Perlman playing Schindler's List. SO sad. =(((((((((((((((

I love COncerto In E minor Opus 64 by mendelsohn.....

My " glow in the dark braces" actually turn yellow to my utmost dismay.

My twin got half braces only.

SO i am still suffering more.

Wakaka.

Okay. Back to my novelette in E minor now.

Bye bye. :P

I'm lazy to blog.

2009-07-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

Conversation between the twins. X)

2009-07-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

Stories of Huey And Duey
1) Tall X)
2) They have XIN's ( The born later one copied the born earlier one. LOL. Cause they missed being sisters in another dimension. MORe LOLS. . )
3) They play violin
4) They play piano
5) They have stingy ears aka pp
6) They love food
7) They wore green shirt without planning ahead last saturday
8) They always wear jeans
9) They are always humourous
10) They always laugh
11) They went to hear Shuenda together
12) They went to watch Four Seasons and hear every pitch stingily
13) They " " " Yellow River concerto
14) Enough Crapping. Nitez.. Mua hahahaha....

2009-07-20T18:31:00.001+08:00

Hi! =) Sorry for being really random.. Huey's request! X) .. haha..

2009-07-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

BLITZERZ WON!!!
More details tomorrow.. sorry.. too busy ler.. =(

=)

2009-07-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

Today was report card day..
Hurrah.. i got an awesome surprise! I got no. 6 instead of no. 8 as announced earlier! X) due to the performance tour every weekend.. causing me to lose concentration in my studies.. hahar.. so i guess its quite okay.. sigh....
ROH1n1 gave really good remarks bout my brother. =) SURPRISINGLY. hahar.. Pn Norazima actually said my younger bro is quite cute and funny.. and sometimes loses his concentration in class.. talks to his bff too much.. hahar.. X)
Dont have the scores of romeo and juliet fantaisie overture.. going to be doom in rehearsal tomorrow.. X(
Searching for it through google.. oops.. find out it costs like 18 usd.. no other website that provides free scores.. X(
Tried video calling yesterday! Spectacular! Hahar.. just found out that i have a 3.5g phone.. =) Bad news is.. i wasted nine bucks altogether...... =( SOMEONE's FAULT.
Very looking forward to cheer 2009 tomorrow.. GO BLITZERZ GO BLITZERZ GO GO GO! =)
Watching nora's concert tomorrow.. X)
Hao Zi's in Germany now. She came over my house on wed at ten.. chatted till 11.30.. then she took off.. Sigh.. There's so much to talk about.. I'm really really gonna misss her...... Good Luck Hao Zi! =)
That's all .. =) CIAO! X)

=)

2009-06-29T00:08:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Aunty Adeline and Liu Yi! =) Best Wishes!

=)

2009-06-21T15:03:00.000+08:00

Saturday...

Full of activities! X)

morning..

8.00-12.30: wake up.. brush teeth.. bathe.. okay i dun needa go into further details.. hahar..

went to kfc with zhen ruan. Saw a maths geek there..... Mua hahar...

Reached dewan peperiksaan.. X) UM- University Melbourne! =) ...... in your dreams lar.. University MALAYA... hahar... my parents uni ler.. lol.

Walau.. its like a nerd society reunion. Oops. I hope i don't look like wan ler... ==

Met my debate friend! X) Pau May May! X) hahar...

Talk to bu4 seniors about some maths equation. Tan Juan frightening me about some the ridiculous mathematic questions which are awfully hard ler..

Zi Chuen said his friends said this competition is to see how stupid you ar.. Mua hahar.....

Went in the ginormous examination hall in front of the dewan tunku chancelor .. X)

Some lady who's english so horrible telling us about the rules and regulation. Sigh. I dont understand a word.....................

Started my paper. I love this question. So cute!! X)

3) Arrange 112233 to form a six digit no. Three digits must be in between the two 3s, two digits in between the two 2s, and one digit in between the two 1s.. X) hahar

LOL.

Finish my paper. Now stoning to wait for the lady to let me out of this freezing examination hall....... ><

FInally! warm air! X) hahar.. discussed about the questions with the geeks. =)

Seniors came out.. we chat for awhile. lol. X) Ryan and aaron told me about some nasty incident that happened in the robotics competition..

Mom came to fetch me.. X) i spilled her some stuff bout the competition. She mm.. and arr.. and yup.. all the way.. hahar.. lol

1.00: 2.15:Reached home and ate Curry plus chicken plus rice.. blar blar blar blar.......

Whops... fell asleep after bath.. zzzz... too tired ler...

Woke up! X) hahar.. now fresh and ready for my three hour YSO rehearsal in ib! X) hahar...

3.00-6.30: Reached! =) Extremely happy to see mua friends again! X)

Wow.. so many tiny kids ler.. New members! so cute.... With all the parents standing outside......==

Played syncopated clock. Hahar........ nice but weird song.. =)

romeo and juliet. ------- niceeeeeeee!

haharr. a milo incident happenn mua hahar.. top secret between Xin and Li . MUa haharr....

6.30: departure from istana budaya towards home.. transit to Smk Sultan Abdul Samad! =) Campfire! Nasi's school. mua hahar..

7.15-12.00: Reached... saw sir, hong and yang outside the school.. SUPERNOVA>>Here we come! =)

Went in.. Listen to hong yang blar blar about their brother to some seniors.. i just stone there.. LOL..

SAw Nasi! =) Hahar... chat and chat and chat and take pic and take pic. Lol.. =)

11.30: Reach home.. zz..TIred...........................................

Next morning.......

Spell it right competition awaits me.. I step of my dream city.. Flipping through my hateful friend-dictionary.. i sigh in panic. There are still so many words that i haven't memorize! Distressed.. i ran down the staircase and jump in mum's car.

Another community of nerds in sunway pyramid. SIgh. I brought my sight back to the dictionary.. *Yawning*...

Hahar.. we lost.

TO be continued....

Ps: sorry.. i lazy d. X) hahar.. got more things to do ler..

Whew... Tired...

2009-06-07T09:48:00.000+08:00

Busy.. busy.. busy..
Yesterday practice for the whole day in segi college.. sigh... I went all the way IB absolutely confused, just to realize that rehearsals actually at segi college which is beside my house.. LOL.. X)

And my schedule is getting tighter and tighter... Exam's coming nearer and nearer.. Need to practice longer and longer..
Haha.. My scheldule:
07/06/09: Rehearsal in the afternoon and concert at night in Segi X)
08/06/09: Piano lesson... (OMG?!! I've concentrated too much on my violin.. Piano practice alert!! )
09/06/09: perhaps meet Hao Zi who's gonna go to Germany.. =) plus ou gathering with friends.. X)
10/06/09: Sh... Secret.. X)
11/06/09: Practicing day.. =) and the three thick books to study for my chinese CompetitionX)
12/06/09: Concert.. Grand Asean thingie.. Lol..
13/06/09: Lessons!!!!!
14/06/09: theory lessons in the morning.. =( Preparation for my some science competition organised by star and spelling bee competition.. X) encyclopedia here i come!!! =)
15/06/09-19/06/09: School, tuition, homework, koko activities, piano& vio lessons and practices.. Tiring...
19/06/09: My vio teacher's daughter's birthday.. X) haha.. need to perform again.. Haha. X)
20/06/09-21/06/09: Prefect camp!! X) ( oh shoot... just realize got rehearsal............)
That's all for now.. Bye!! =)

Teachers Day

2009-05-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

Yummy!!! =)

Sweets and Chocolates!! X)

2009-05-07T10:31:00.000+08:00

My life is totally mix up. I am so busy that i don't even have time to sleep. For instance, i slept at three last night. Oh god. My schedule is so full everyday, that i don't see home until half past ten at night. Horrible. This also one of the reasons why i'm not updating my blog so often as before. ( I am having ict now and therefore secretly updating my blog!! =D Haha.... ) I've been taking chicken essence and stuff to keep me awake in school and daily life activities, and i don't sleep now. I do really hope that i'm a vampire like Edward and don't have the need to sleep.

My eyes blacker than pandas, and i feel so weak that i could fall down anytime. Perhaps its my greedy heart that makes me wanna take part in everything i was given a chance for. I mean its so hard to refuse!!! I would always think, do i need to take part in this??? And without a second thought.. I would agree sheepishly. Haha.. Someone... PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO REFUSE!!

Its not easy. But i soon got used to it. You just need to plan a your timetable for every six minutes. For instance...

1.06- Bath
1.12- Eat
1.18- Chinese homework
1.24- Malay homework
1.30- Practice Violin

Isn't it easy??

I couldn't cope initially. I took me a minute to go to the next activity, causing me to delay my timetable. Finally, i place all my instruments and homework in a room, so i could work really quick. =)

And the hardest part is when I'm exausted.

That's when the chicken essence and vitamin drinks plus chloropyll drink plays it part. Drinking that made my eyes fairer, and my complexion okay eventhough i never sleep. AND most importantly, don't look at your bed. It's comfy appearance makes you wanna lie down and close your eyes to relax. I've trained myself not to look. =) haha.. but i cheat sometime. hhahahaha......

So basically, living my life is toturing cause there is never REST. ANd besides, i don't do things simply, so that's what makes me so busy. =)

Hope some of the tips above to live a busy live could help you in your tired life. =) CIAO!!!

Happy Birthday Carmen!!!

2009-03-04T20:10:00.000+08:00

Carmen Ong Kar Mun!!

HAppy Belated Birthday!!

Muax and best wishes from your friend XIn Ning=)

My Cute little POPPY!!!!!

2009-03-01T18:25:00.000+08:00

hot PINK. bright PINK. soft PINK.

typical blond.

Madonna.

Next on my wish list.

OUTRAGEOUS. but yeah.

THE RAINDROPS.

EU MAKEE MI :)

:D

late nights .

MUNNNNN . :)

awesome peepz .

unknown .

silly bands are just too preetay .

i miss this .

craziness with em .

and and thankyouuuu :')

i'll still be loyal to you . no matter what .

it makes me smile everyday .

fruitful day.

SOMANYMOREDAYS.

mama Lam's BIG NOs.

Pweetier and pweetier.

complete collection!

010211

Transition from the v to the d.

HUUUUUUUUNGRY.

BOO! morning.

GAHHHHH.

I feel so jazzy-ish.

Good morning!

I love this!

Unavoidable.

Not eco-friendly.

Ulcer spoiled my day.

A dream shattered.

24 hours per day is never enough for me to complete my endless tasks.

a one minute *midnight-dream*.

I'm just like a worn out machine, plugged in with new batteries.

baby come back :)

I'm lazy to blog.

=)

=)

=)

Whew... Tired...

Teachers Day

Happy Birthday Carmen!!!

My Cute little POPPY!!!!!

a one minute midnight-dream.